I just find it so hard to understand why…

why you get to wake up beside somebody

why you get to fall asleep beside somebody

why you have someone to tell you beautiful things during the day

I didn’t screw everything up…

that was you.

Not only that, you’re still on the verge of fucking up what you have right now.

So why do you get everything that I want, I wonder?

Then I realize that it’s because I refuse to settle like you did,

and I am one thing that you’ll never understand; honest. 

I’m stronger than you are. 

So when she realizes that it’s me you actually want and that it was me you were talking to behind her back, I’ll be gone…and I’ll be the one that has everything I want. 

No, I won’t tell her that you tell me to listen to songs that say you love me.

No, I won’t tell her that you admitted to me the relationship you have will never be like the one that we had. 

It won’t, I know it won’t…so don’t drag her down with you like you did with me. 

Be a man and let her go, like I’m letting you go. 

You’re not getting any better and I was stupid to think you ever would.